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now blank, I could use a good friend right now, I wish
it happens so fast... the change of life, of love and all the things that once matter to me.
now I have to carry on, bu the question is carry on with what?
just alone with a glass to drink, the computer and nothing else.

Secretly hidden in my work, it's easier for me to keep myself from the world that surrounds me.
now I find it hard to find the way out from my world and it's keeping me from moving on without you.